Bucky. He's not Bucky, because Bucky's dead. It's, it's 2014 around her but she was just there, just in that room getting strapped down for another treatment, and Bucky's dead - sometimes she forgets, because it's so hard to think, but they remind her, like it's happening all over again and she hurts until she's not sure what not hurting feelings like anymore -
It's 2014. It's 2014, and Bucky's in front of her, and she lets out a terrified whimpering noise that the Winter Soldier would never make and backs away so he can't touch her, because one of them is a ghost and she thinks it might be her. The ghost of Stephanie Rogers from 1950, and if she lets him touch her, he'll know she's not real and she'll have to go away, wake up in 1950 so they can rip her mind away again or in 2014 in the thing Hydra made her into, and she can't, she can't.
She doesn't even realize that she's even capable of expressing any of this out loud but she is, or trying, saying things like no and please and I don't want to go back, begging and pleading like he can make this all disappear if she just asks enough.
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Date: 2014-05-29 01:33 am (UTC)It's 2014. It's 2014, and Bucky's in front of her, and she lets out a terrified whimpering noise that the Winter Soldier would never make and backs away so he can't touch her, because one of them is a ghost and she thinks it might be her. The ghost of Stephanie Rogers from 1950, and if she lets him touch her, he'll know she's not real and she'll have to go away, wake up in 1950 so they can rip her mind away again or in 2014 in the thing Hydra made her into, and she can't, she can't.
She doesn't even realize that she's even capable of expressing any of this out loud but she is, or trying, saying things like no and please and I don't want to go back, begging and pleading like he can make this all disappear if she just asks enough.